I’ve lost connections with the Universe!
How could it be that stupid Internet
Has changed my life because of getting worse?!
I have been crashed by writing every day
These weird poems acting as a Muse!
I am exhausted but there is no way
To step aside – I won’t be excused!
I have been crashed by silence of my Lord;
I’ve been ignored completely since that night
When I was acting as a crazy nerd
And He decided that it was enough!
I have been crashed by having crash on Him –
This Honored Man whose name starts with D.
He is a total Hero of my dreams,
But he is always out of the “List”!
I have been crashed by drinking “Glendullan”;
My brains collapsed, I am puking outside!
I am fully down, crying as a nun,
Who has been caught while making suicide!