Why do I love you, knowing that you love me not?
Baby, what for all those sorrows and that pain
All I wanted you to be my rainbow after rain
Now I see I could not win your heart
Did not get close to you, but fall apart
You were just far and golden dream of soul
You were my pretty but unreachable goal
That eye-ache after frozen tears
Brings into life more darkness and more fears
Leaving scars of love for other thousand years
To hear the whispers but not to hear the screams
To see it but not to feel, to feel it not the way it feels
To differ all the time the fiction and the real
That love is fame when it is not shame
Feels like heaven but not always insane
Having it, not always joy it brings
Since someone never tries to notice
And sometimes love is in the list of sins
When no happiness in life it brings