I keep running away from insane common senses,
I forget where I’m going and where I have been
You’re not here, and like flame tongues my sanity dances…
I pierce into your mind with insane acid dreams
Through the bleak mist of shapeless monotonous years,
And I shatter against your stone-cold cruel words
Like an old toy that’s been thrown away… no more tears…
Through the dark hollow worlds I am making my way
Burning out to the dust like a comet and bleeding,
Just to fall due to somebody’s hideous game
Only two steps away from desirable Eden…
By the lost maps of dead planets someday I’ll find,
I will trace you again just to hear you say ‘never’…
Just to hear in return that your feelings had died,
Just to get my quartz heart to be broken forever…
Though our roads are adjourning, I’m keeping my way,
Like an eyeless I’m roaming completely entangled…
Without you I will have to melt into the air
Like a wick that has perished without its candle…
But I’ll follow my bliss, I won’t give up my tries
Till the clepsydra dries out, I swear, I won’t drop it,
Like a bird with clipped wings I will fly to the skies,
Like a stubborn seed I will keep shooting through concrete…
Like a Viking who feels that his battle is near,
Getting up, I’m unable to withstand the calling,
Like a moth seeking light in the darkness we fear,
Spreading wings, I am flying, forever not falling…
15.07.08